the past let it be the past

i feel more releaf and happy now =D
hmm, there is no more worries in my life =)
mayb sumtimes.. things doesn't wanna be like tht ?
but..u have to let go also ^^

love,chelsea

=)

=D happy day !

got CARDS from my beloved COUSINS sis =)

and yeah ! i got their cards..
but i wont upload so fast yet ==
one is my baby YOON YOON And another one is my darling CHERLIN !

love, chelsea

23ht SEPTEMBER 2010 ! is the happiest day ever x)

i got my ang paus from my aunties, uncles, daddy and grandma !
hahas !
and HELL yeah ! i got a shocked by my mom and two uncles !
>< arghhh !
i cant believe they bought me A NEW HANDPHONE !
hahah !
it is samsung CORBY WiFi !
hahahahhaha x)
i shouted and jump jump jump around the house !
and YEAH i jump and giv a big hug to my mom and my another uncle..
the phone is to encourage to study hard !
i hope i can get a goo results for them to c ^_^

love. chelsea

actually..i am really confused now..idk why...

hmmm..i being wondering wit wat u tells me..
i really trusted u =)
but sumtimes..
my heart juz kept asking to trust or not (in pain)
but lastly i will trust u..
why i am born to be so jealous abt everything?
i am sry..
if i never appear be4..
things wont be the same.. rite??
i wish i am not born in the 1993..
haha =)
i wish i could born earlier !
i like ur sis =)
she's nice..
i wish i could have one elder brotha, younger bro and mayb a sis !
tht's silly =D
TO MY LOVER : u noe wat? i love you =) but sumtimes..i feel i am a useless peson tht
u should not be wit =) sry..

love, chelsea

hahas "DIE"

if die can solve the problem..
everyone would wanna die right?
but..
we still have to go through out lives <3

hi ! its sunday ! SEPTEMBER 19 ! and after 12.00am its 20 september ! and its my 3 months wit u and its our trials =_=

hmm..
sry for not eating medicine..
sry for not listening to u..
i am really sry..
but doesn't mean u nid to hurt me right?
why !
i never even talked abt my past be4 =(
why izit u always like to started it !
i noe she's better than me..
mayb..u should go for her k?
and YA u'r right i am a small gas !
cux i noe i am reli useless !
i admit i will just get jealous of some stupid stuff..
u'r diff..
i noe u wont..(i got my own reason and x ask me)
i dont know when u will leave me..
i'll have to wait until u leave me..
i know u say u wont..
remember u said this thing is not "SECURE"
so how?
aiks......
today reli pain my heart =(
i feel like going to another world =(

I LOVE U k?

u...................................
me..........................
equals to..
us...................................
izit true?

T_T (heart pain)

haixxxxxxxx why??
can i ask why??
y must it be like tht ='(
me + u = ?
i also duno =(
u r not listening to me anymore !
yar..
work as much as u want ^^
i wont say anything more =(
i am tired.............
at least i got ur love tht's enuf for me i think?
i dont know wat's playing in my mind and urs?
mayb......
i am stupid?
yeah !
i admit i am
gud luck in everything =)

yeah !

cant wait to c him tomoorrroww !
goonna have lots lots of fun <3
pictures and all !

='(

i hate =) i hate ! and i reli hate T_T
i wnts to die x(

T_T

annoying arh !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ass !
damn ><
sooooooooooooo moody !
gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh !
help T_T
aikssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss !
i wannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnna leave alone =(

well............... today is SUNDAY ^_^

erm........... X) meet him awhile yesterday when my dad fetch he come to my house and take bicycle ^_^
goodness !
i miss him =)
haha !
so.........today morning 4am i think?
he went to TC and i....... actually should have gone to tuition !
but..... my mom said "aiya go la go la..we go SUNGAI LEMBING"
i was like...... " huh? reliii? reallly??? owh ok ! GREAT !"
and then... we went for DIM SUM in MS GARDEN ?
cool =)
cux a lot of us were there to eat together !
including my mom sis ( from singapore )
awwwwww =(
i miss him T_T
but........... he's too busy =')
i admit i wanted "YOU" to accompany me !
but its k ^_^
haha !

^_^ saturday ( 04 september 2010 )

its SATURDAY ! TAAADAAAAA !
yeah !
tuition starts from 10.30 till 5.00 ?
isn't long ?
aihhhh !
but i have FUN !
when i reached the INTENSIF tuition..
i am the only one in the class =D
but... later on !
so many turn out there !
DAHLIA ABD BASIK come to my house to play =D
love her <3

Do you all know Why actually I created this blog? And I love my blog real much=)

I created this blog when I found He's the Right one for me..but somehow I still dont understand about the person I love..i felt so wrong=( I am sorry..i know you will be reading this..but later On this website only can be read by me=)all my happy time, sad, laugh, problems and many more will be in this blog =) we met like in form one..so..it's kinda long after all these years I being liking you *blush* anyway, I wanted to tell you tht you will be part of my life.. It will always be till the end of my life.. I just wanna wake up every morning and finds out tht you are just right beside me ! Yay=) how awesome right?=P I couldn't actually believe wat me and him has been through all this while..its hard to find a guy like him..i am sorry always making you mad>.< Haha=) but..i just like the way you're angry..but..it will end up you wont want to chat..Haix..mayb I am too much..Hehe=) I am sorry yar..i know you will forgive me;-) I hope what we have been through before is worth it yar.. And actually I dont really like it when you play games.. But the important one is tht I love you and I really do..

-Muckx-

TRIALS =(

i am not happy ! how??
i am scared??
why the feelings keep coming to me ='(
i wan to study !
but the mood is not there !
if i forced myself to study i will turn out in sleeping on my mom's bed ='(
ARGH !
mom ! i am sry !
but i promise i wil try my best to score !

我爱你means I love you=)

爱一个人需要了解对方..爱情,家人还有朋友谁比较量要?在这个世界里…生命很重要…我选家人=)我生病了,谁来照顾我?我的心很通!
我想告诉全世界…命中已经注定了我会爱你…!　Love you dear=)

Day by day passing by..life's short sometimes..=)

Actually what's the meaning of single or being single? Anyone knows? It's easy..you can find it from the dictionary=) ^^ I hate my life.. Its getting worst and worst :'( I know from the begining..its all my fault..i love you? You dont believe=( now..i feeling tht I am confused..i tried to talk to Hema about it=(but the only thing she will say is.."your life, your choice I couldn't do anything.." I am really in love='( I dont want to lose you..mayb you wont feel wat am I feelings this few days..its ok..i wont say tht its your fault..i am scared tht If you really wanna be single..and I couldn't accept it..i dont know wat will happen to me..but for others they will say it's a stupid thought..but..when you yourself is in love..you will know the feeling=) I am feeling stress this few days..i need someone by my side..but you are not appearing..i dont know where am I now..:'( I hope you will be happy..=) for the reason I love you tht's Why I want you to be happy=D all the things you told me before will be kept in my heart..4ever..i know starting from tht day you wont treat me good anymore..i will accept wat you want..tht's all for today..
I wan to study^^

Chelsea loves you=)you know who you are! ^^

the BEST mom which everyones wish for =P

love my mom !
every week would bring me out to eat !
wahhaha XD
no wonder...
i am getting fatter and fatter from day to day =(
SPM is just around the corner =(
my mood for y studies is not UP yet ! hate it so much ='(


-chelsea-